Year: 2005
Actually not everything is that bad
The girl that stopped replying to my texts, she’s not ignoring me her phone is broken. She just called me from a payphone (how retro).
Yay i’m not a sad looser after all.
Almost The End
The year is almost over, and again the cold fact that my life seems to resolve around doing things for other people I am in effect a servent to the masses. It’s quite annoying as I see people the same age as me getting on with their lives, long term relationships, buying houses, shiny new cars, holidays to exotic countries. What do I have, a rented flat I can barely afford, a broken car, and the only girl I thought liked me won’t reply to my text messages.
I hate the festive period, dammit why do people have to be so happy. I especially hate new year, as this will be the forth on my own. I’ll be at a party somewhere (drunk probably) but when the clock strikes 12, unless i’m gonna kiss myself i’m out of luck. Strangly I don’t think Ive kissed a girl in at least 3 years, that really sucks. I think kids in primary schools get more action than me now.
Well boo hoo stop your whining, I can hear some of you saying.
Ok I could shut up, but then my head would explode from the pressure built up from negative thinking. Maybe I could funnel all this negativity into something usefull, like becoming a trained hitman or just a psyco killer or just doing something stupid like ropeless bungee jumping.
Maybe 2006 will be better, oh no wait I get to be another year older so it won’t.
About a girl
It’s not an urge, it is more like a duty,
to begin to explore again,
things of the world.
To re-saturate skin with injections,
of beauty and to mess with,
undress with some jewel.
And I think you will not not notice do you,
as I am only wind and weather, only to you.
Making Scouts Shine – Gloucester Gangshow 2006
2 megawatts of electricity, 65 theatrical lanterns, 300 metres of TRS , 100 square metres of coloured gel, five people, and a week of limted sleeping. Put All that lot together and you get the Gloucester Gangshow lighting crew. It seems like it wasn’t that long ago, (9 months in fact) when I packed everything away and now with the arrival of the scripts the work has started again. In April next year I will turn up at the Bacon Theatre in Cheltenham with a set of plans a huge pile of hired equipment and 72 hours to get it into place for the dress rehersal.
I guess the old addage sticks if your tired, covered in muck, slightly electrocuted, and quite possibly drunk. Then your a lighting tech.
Fire Up The Snowplough II
This is the remaining snow after the night when traffic was halted by extreme weather
http://www.davelodwig.co.uk/photos/album/old-photolog/image/051129.jpg
This used to be a photolog post until I merged the content into the photo gallery.